Well, the walls haven't been painted yet. That'll be a job for me to so. As I'm on my own now. After three years together, my partner and I have decided to go our separate ways. Its been the hardest decision we've made but we both know its for the best. We don't make each other happy anymore, and we've tried for the past year to do so, but it hasn't worked. And we want Murray to be as settled as possible and have the best chance in life. And thats not with parents who argue all the time.
I don't believe for one second that we weren't meant to be together in the beginning. We made an amazing child who is so special. But now, its time to let each other be as happy as possible.
Over the past few years, I have grown stronger in my faith, just a pity its further away from the life Calum leads. Maybe one day he'll see the light but he can only do that by finding out who he really is and what he really wants out of life.
So for now, I just need a little time to heal and get back on track. I'll try and post every now and then, but theres so much to do and sort out.
Take care everyone.