Holding on........

Wow, can I just say a huge than you all you caring beings out there. Sorry that I haven't managed to reply individually to each and everyone. Things have been a bit hectic and still are. Just when I feel like I'm standing strong againg, I get knocked back down but I've got God on my side to pick me up and keep nudging me along my path in life. (Yes that is me in the back of my sister's new car ~ but thats all your going to see of me for just now~ until I pluck up the courage to share my full picture with you. hehe)

Had an amazing weekend at The Crieff Hydro Hotel last weekend with all the family for my grandparents 50th Wedding Anniversary.  A well needed few days of rest and relaxation. But back to the real world, benefits to claim, forms to fill in .........

I am coping with my new situation. Yes there are moments I feel like asking God, why me? I just wanted a nice simple life. I thought you'd given me enough in one lifetime to deal with. But no, here you go again....

But I just take a step back and am sooooooo grateful for the opportunity he has given me to be on my own and truly search for who Charlotte is and what she is here on the this earth to do. I wasn't really able to do that before. But now I'm free.

I'm only 21 but we never know if tomorrow is going to be our last day so........ from now on, I'm going to take hold of every opportunity to make a difference to the lives of others. I was given a second chance in life and now am free (from a partner) to give and to help others.

The main man in my life right now is Murray, he keeps me going and smiling. Children are so innocent and we have a lot to learn from them. I mean a lot. At church today, he made so many people smile just by clapping and dancing to the music. You can't put a price on that! You really can't.

Finally, before I go and tidy up the trail of toys and clothes that Murray has left today, I thought I'd let you know, HOPE AND FAITH is going to be coming at you from a slightly different slant. I want to help others and if by sharing with you what I learn each day, helps atleast one person, then thats my job done. Yes I'll still tell you stories of our day to day life in the country and show you pretty pictures of china tea cups and strawberry jam antics, but the main emphasis of this blog will be LIFE and how to live it (in the eyes of Charlotte atleast)

Bless you all and thank you again for all your supporting words.

SO much love

Charlotte xxx

Comments

[Nonnie]

Really glad to hear that you are coping and getting on with things with such a positive attitude. Since you wrote your last post I find myself in a very similar position to you. The end of a relationship I hoped was for life. It's only been a few days and I'm just about managing to keep going. I have to say that the support and love I have received not just from friends and family, but from blogging friends has been amazing. It has also made me feel so much better reading your post today and seeing what a difference a few weeks can make. I really wish you luck with your new life and the new direction of your blog. I will read it with interest.

[Clare]

Charlotte, have just been away on holiday for the last month and am catching up on my reading - am so sorry about your news, my thoughts and prayers are with you. Whether in or out of a relationship we can all be unhappy or happy but as parents we can be mature enough to realise that the happiness of our children is paramount. If our children are happy, then we are successful and I am pleased that you and Murray can recognise that. Whatever your futures hold, whether together or apart, you will always be parents to a beautiful boy - hold onto that when you feel down and rejoice in it when you feel down - if you'd never met, that little bundle of love wouldn't exist.
Hugs, Clare

[Alison]

I'm so glad that you have found some strength to cope with you situation. I am sending you tons of hugs and love through the internet. I so admire your strength!!!!
Take care,
Alison x

[carolyn]

Charlotte you are indeed an inpiration finding the positive in such an unhappy situation - will be looking forward to reading your views about life and how to live it.

[Victoria May Plum]

Oh I just look at wee Murray's face and I smile. You are both doing so well and I can only see positive things happening from now on...

Victoria x

[jessica daisy]

Glad to hear that you are coping, and finding strength to move on, you are an inspiration to us all! I have a little surprise for you over at my blog, so pop over when you get a minute.
Jessx

[Kim]

Good luck with everything Charlotte! Thinking of you and little Murray and wishing you both a very happy and sunny future together.
Kimx

[saraeden]

sending a hug to you and Murray x

Sara x

[Maramcp]

Hello Charlotte, Just visiting for the first time today, and I am in a similar situation to you, all raw at the moment as my husband moved out recently and I got divorce papers in the post yesterday - a real shock, I thought we were just having a tough time, and needed a break. He obviously though otherwise. I am praying for the strength to keep strong, and looking after my Murray, but mine is a four year old dalmatian! God Bless. Mara

[Annie's Abode]

It is so sad when a relationships ends but Murray will keep you going as he is so precious and his love is so special.
Give Murray lots of cuddles and look to the future.
Thinking of you,
Ax

[julia]

So sorry to hear your news, and amazed at your strength. Thinking of you and Murray and looking forward to your future posts.

Sending hugs down the 'net.

Julia x

[Mara]

Hello Charlotte, just checking in to see how you and Murray are doing. I have had you in my thoughts and prayers. With love, Mara

[Victoria May Plum]

Hi Charlotte,

I hope that you are reading this. Just wanted to say that we haven't forgotten you and are looking forward to your return. Hope you and Murray are getting on well.

Love and hugs
Victoria x